My baby girl is growing each day…My Novel…She is a beauty!

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After taking a tiny break away from my novel. It was the worst week every. Again, I will say I was doubting what I had written. I started bashing myself for even thinking I could write AGAIN. I was  having emotional trauma. Ii was the battle with the self that was keeping me in a negative world. After class Thursday I convinced my self AGAIN, I am writing this novel for me.
REMEMBER, I do love it. I will finish. I will publish it. I’ve been reading and rewriting(cleaning up and polishing) for two weeks now. Holding on to words of others.

Albert Einstein- I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious.

Eleanor Roosevelt-The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

Ella Fitzgerald-Don’t give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, you can’t go wrong.

I will admit it is a battle with my thinking and acting on it. Isn’t that always how it is. When I throw my pen down and all but give up, that voice of “give it one more try” pops into my head. Week two of edditing and rewriting come to a close. One step foward and two steps back. I have started on book two to keep my creativity alive. Honestly I so enjoyed the writing part that I had to treat my self to a reason to indulge. Poetry was helping but it was only the appertizer. I needed the meal of writing. Although you can make a meal out of appetizers it just doesn’t  fill me up. Until I blog again my friend!

3 responses »

  1. This is an AMAZING blog post. You write real. You write honest – from the heart. You describe writing perfectly. Writing plays out as a passionate love/frustration/elation/depression/insanity/lovelyinsanity slugfest where one day you step out and scream to the world – I FREAKIN’ DID IT!!!

    You will get there. Your book reads as an amazing story, believable, heart-wrenching and fun, and I’m only two chapters in. Hang in there. I will help every step of the way! 🙂

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